This Thanksgiving Break, I got to see all but like two of my cousins. And everytime I get to see 'em and hang out, I really want to have a good time and fit in and stuff, so I crack a lotta jokes. Problem is, my family is like the elite society of awesomeness when it comes to jokes, and they're all like the MASTERS. They've also (almost) all been through high school and college, so they've gotten used to it. In the end, I make myself look like an arrogant idiot in front of pretty much everybody, sayin some things I normally wouldn't. Not like swearing, but just different comments.
Everytime I look back on the holidays, I just want to be me when I go, yet I always seem to fall back into the jokester routine. It's not like I have anybody to impress, because they're my family and love me regardless. I guess it's kind of a pride thing. I don't wanna be boring or uninteresting to anybody, so I constantly strive to be someone that they wanna be around, when it's always been the other way around. This break, I just gave up the whole jokester act and was me the entire time. Greatest break I've ever had. Can't wait till Christmas Break!
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